I’ll never be complete free of you. The illusion of your presence sends lighting under my skin. I haven’t heard from you in a year and seen you in 4. You still summon this spirit of love in me. I am cursed to love you the rest of my days.
Marry your best friend. I do not say that lightly. Really, truly find the strongest, happiest friendship in the person you fall in love with. Someone who speaks highly of you. Someone you can laugh with. The kind of laughs that make your belly ache, and your nose snort. The embarrassing, earnest, healing kind of laughs. Wit is important. Life is too short not to love someone who lets you be a fool with them. Make sure they are somebody who lets you cry, too. Despair will come. Find someone that you want to be there with you through those times. Most importantly, marry the one that makes passion, love, and madness combine and course through you. A love that will never dilute - even when the waters get deep, and dark.
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This was you :(
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You were wonderful, and I hope you never forget that. I still love you deeply.
I’m remembering a conversation we had some time ago. How if I teased you in bed, you’d just pull me closer. That made me smile, or I thought to, it was dark okay, I dunno, geezy!
Anywho, I hope you’re happy. I can’t say I’m perfect but I can say that I’m okay with missing you, like this.
Sometimes I wish we’d played the charade of being just friends. I think I’d give up sex and I love yous to be in your presence. I do miss you dearly.